5:20 pmFiled under: Uncategorized388  words in post 1 comment

I couldn’t help but think about the certain things that is happening. It seems that he’s slipping away from me, more and more each day and it’s killing me because of the fact that I can’t do much about it. Why do I feel so lonely all of a sudden? Is it because of these “thoughts” or is it because I just terribly miss him. I always remember the times we had back then, when we used to hang out in campus after our class until evening and you wait for my father to pick me up or when we do so much things out of randomness. But now, It’s all gone. Oh, how I wish I can go back just to experience those all over again. The most painful and miserable thing that I’m feeling is the “HOPE” that at the first place I’m not sure If I have it with me or not. Most of the time, you make me feel very very special and that there’s something between us (If it is true, I wish you just say it to me.) but I can’t forget the fact that It couldn’t be true because of a lot of things. Oh crap, the joy of painful bliss in life.

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Ok. Forget about the crapness first. Well, I know what you’re thinking and I also know that you’re tired of reading this over and over again — That I’ll update this. I am very very very sorry. Schoolworks, plates, research, home works and many more things is driving me nuts and I can’t find the time to update and renew all the facts here.

Oh, oh. And now, I’m also busy with my debut. Technically, I started last April though my party is going to be on January 2010 (Excited much?) Well, It is so much fun, trust me. Anyhow, I must go my loves. I’m really sleepy because I had no sleep at all last night (PLATES GALORE). I’ll blog again tomorrow before school, ok? And this is pretty awkward … Because, no one is really reading this but me. HAHAHA! I’ll try to bloghop and make friends with fellow bloggers soon, must get more hits. Peace out!

7:34 pmFiled under: College, Crapness228  words in post 1 comment

I have 2 weeks and 5 days to lavish the summer. Classes will start on the 8th of June, back to business of reality. I haven’t done anything productive this summer. I/We planned to join on some workshops last April, then again I/we failed to do so. There’s the Street Style dance lessons in Footworx Sta. Lucia East Grand Mall, that me, Kido and RJ is supposed to be on. Also, the PETA Theatre Workshop, Production Design: Theartre for Artistic Development, with Jessica and Franz. Lastly, the Milo Sports Clinic: Badminton, I didn’t find a partner that’s why I backed out. I lived like a bum for almost 2 months. Same old, crap-tastic things. Watch TV, Play Wii, Browse Online, Eat, Sleep, Plan my debut, Play with Baby Chad and it is repeated the next day.

On the May 29, It’ll be official that I’m a college Sophomore. I couldn’t swallow the fact that time really flies fast. I must decide on my goals for this incoming semester, I must give my 120% to do much more better. Seriously, I haven’t exerted much sense to my works last semester and I need to improve. Let’s do this, people!

Ok. Ok. I’ll bloghop later and try to finish the coding of my new layout. You need to comeback to the blogging world, Yana! Goodbye, everyone.

7:09 pmFiled under: Daily life, Heartbeat, My abode200  words in post 1 comment

Since I last visited and made a post. Technically, I promised to revive my blog last February. But, due to my plates, Finals, Heartaches and other crap it was delayed very delayed. I made a layout though but I can’t seem to figure out the coding (To look like this Click Here.) and I must figure out a plug-in to stop comment spams.

As of now, there are 2 things that make me sad.

1. My blog doesn’t have hits anymore (I should try harder to revive this and blog hop)
2. Dominic (No surprise there)

Dominic, you ask? Well, I can’t seem to figure him out. I don’t know if I just go without saying anything to him. Hello? He doesn’t care, people. I’m the only one fighting and proving something to him. I wish he could say straight to my face: “We’re only friends. You should find someone else.” Even though it will kill me to hear that. I have to get this over with and stop this non-sense before I die.

OK. Now, I’ll try to code my new layout. Let’s see if I succeed. Bye everyone.